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What is grief? What is unresolved grief? How could I have unresolved grief after fourteen years? What was happening to me? Why do I miss my son so much after fourteen years? This is my journey through the turmoil of fluctuating hormones at perimenopause and grief. Patrick died suddenly fourteen years ago. Now, I feel as though I have been thrown back in time. My emotions are so real, so raw. I miss him. All I want to do is hold him again. I want him back. How many women are suffering in silence, afraid they are going crazy? How many women are too paralyzed by the bubbling up of grief to seek help? How many women don't know where to turn to get help?