内容简介：
"I never hated anyone in their remaining retreated and hesitant about speaking out about what was happening to me, staying passively silent, as I continued to be ostracized by the reluctance to identify with the problems that surrounded me. And I hated you above anyone else in the beginning when you first examined me, for saying nothing and for what you must have thought. You passed your thumb over the blemish cautiously and maintained your hold on me, monitoring my pulse. The flesh on your hands at that time was pallid and tender, your repetitive caress pleasant and unrecognizable, never irritable or contentious, never punishing or malignant. I know you knew what was happening to me.