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Love, honor, cherish, 'til death do us part-words of marriage vows in today's society. Married at eighteen, a baby by twenty-it was a happy, perfect family to outsiders looking in, but it was really a marriage of twisted love, lies and adultery. The emotional and mental battle between reality and perception became a game detrimental to all rational life. Eight women and five years later, I gained the strength to take back my life. At least I thought I did, until Mr. Married waltzed into my life. Freshly divorced, with a new job and a child to provide for, I was scared to death. What had I gotten myself into? A new world surrounded me as I began the dating game, a world I was not prepared for. Sexual desire was unleashed as Mr. Married enticed my inner needs. Feeding on my weakness, he kept me under his thumb. Adding to the sickness started by my husband, I fell for it all. Morals went out the window as the pleasures of sexual gratification took control. Throughout ten years, love became a word meaning deception, crushing my sense of security.