内容简介：
aFive years. One thousand, eight hundred and twenty six daysa]the words used to describe it all were enough to fill up the coffins of the four I had lost and the one I had killed, and probably the six-foot-deep holes in the ground for them, too.a When a sixteen-year-old girl abruptly ends her life, the life of Christian Reils, a best friend soothed by complete denial, begins to spiral out of control. He is taken down a road of hallucinations, hospitalization, self-mutilation, and drug abuse, leaving those who surround him to watch just how far a person will go to forget someone.