内容简介：
This book is a result of dealing with bi-polar disorder for many years. Although not diagnosed until 2000, the author has struggled with the symptoms and behavior of the disorder since childhood. Read these poems and get into the head of a longtime manic-depressive. Delve into the thoughts that led to multiple suicide attempts. Find out what it is like to constantly be either aextremely upa or awanting to die.a Share in the difficult climb out of the slimiest of pits.