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That doesnat justify the actions I have committed, but in time, you will find reason to understand why I had to. I wake up every day searching for a mythological perfection that may not even exist. The hardest perfection is staring in a mirror, glancing into eyes that see a shattered soul from years of negative existence. I cannot expect you to understand what goes through my head; I cannot expect you to see that lost little kid that lives insideawho I hide from most of all. I regret waking up every day, because in my heart, Iall never be able to just fade away from the life that I have come to know. The hardest thing I have ever faced is the art of scripting my self-destruction. I have heard that when you become a fearless person it equals the dying of a tortured soul; in reality, the art to caring with a big heart is the sharply pointed knife that is the strongest of allathe one that will kill what you have left. Many people have stated that one comes with two births in a lifetime.