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I'm the one you ignore, the guy sleeping on the other side of study hall, the boy who smokes after school, the quiet kid away from the dance floor, the jerk who brings a gun to class, the loser you talk about behind my back, the drug dealer you'll eventually need because only I can offer you that brief escape from the shit that you refer to as your life, the answer to your prayers, the begining of your nightmares...that's me, Richard Blair.